Doing promotions and club parties.. comes with alot of bull shit people. I never imagined myself being the person I am today, I remember the days I would just sit on my computer all day every day, SMH! Uhm, but over the past two years I have involved to someone who I dont even know. I'm not shy no more, I find myself being outside (not really online as much) and just living the life of a 21 year old. Sometimes I hate it though because I miss everything I do online and my first love design. So when I was asked to be apart of a club promotional team and you know do the designs, I jumped up on the opportunity. Everything was good, but see I'm the type of person who CAN NOT stay in ONE CLUB on ONE NIGHT !!! So now like the whole promotional team is folding and alot of bull shit is happening... and well they are still using my flyers and are mad because I told them they didnt have permission to use it. (because the team I was under is no longer a team) They got them printed and are passing them out without my permission. I'm more then pissed off... The club game is very shady as fuck, and I will never deal with promoters and club owners again - because they are just so full of it. I told them if they dont give me a call so we can talk about me getting my money then I will be calling my lawyer.
I also posted some of my new work up - which I think are so so but I havent really been designing, and its hard for me to design if im not in the mood. My life have been turned upside down - will I ever fall back in love with designs ? I dont know - Will I ever get back into doing websites - I dont know. My mind is else where - MUSIC! Thats my first love so I've been working with people to help me get my business started. No, I dont want to be a singer more like an A&R and I think with how I am now and how I'm more open and out there - I think I'm more confident to make my goals and dreams so true. Even have some artists in different states wanting me to manage them already.